Fool Me Twice

I want to abandon all norms of good conduct and let my fingers run havoc on the keyboard.

I shan't do that though. The same way I shan't relate my feelings to a song right now. I must aim higher than that so I can elevate my sense of being.

Everything good and everything bad comes from Allah Subhana Wa Ta'ala. Just that when something bad comes from Him only because of my asinine insistence on wanting a certain thing to be so without His Will makes me want to shake myself up good and proper so I stop doing this.

I don't want to merely make A mental note to self at times like these. I want to create an entire range of post-its that I can smack! paste all over myself lest I inhale another breath of giddy idealism.

I doubt thoughts such as these resolve at any point, perhaps the concious lesson learnt and the prayer that I have the strength not to be fooled again is enough, insha Allah.